spring coming???

winter is near, spring is almost gone for me..
mayb it is too late for me to do it.
mayb it is not the right time.
i only left with few days at there.
i scared i cant go through it.
cuz i have no enough time to do it..
mayb it is not the right time to do it.
plz forgive me.
i dont wanna to hurt anyone.

i love myself more than other.