realization and expectation

working for one month already, time is seems passing rapidly,
and the feeling of sorrow and depression had gone out of my mind.
last time whenever i thought of that problem, a thousand ways of solution appeared in my mind but none of them can be chosen to solve the problem.
now, i understand what i want , what i like, and what i should do for the future.

1st day of working, i still remembered i was so rush to get and job into to earn sum $$ as soon as possible. i stood and waited for the customers to get my product. But at that moment, i was totally lost of my confidence and bravery to start a word from my mouth. Isnt it too hard for me???

but at that time, i scared , i scared i will do the wrong thing again....
music is the best thing right beside my side to relax myself.
no music no life. it is damn extremely correct for me and everyone :P

now everything has changed, i can start myself again.. ^_^ that's what i want !!!^_^

thank my best fren for giving me the fully support i love u all ,sincerely.

pondering, pondering and pondering

Time please go faster,

i want to say bye bye to March

and welcome April come faster :P

appreciation

current= part-time working
thing has just happened and there is something which i cannot controlled it.
i lost my faint in me, i lost the confidence and many things.
i have made a huge mistake in my life and lead a big impact to other people too.
so..gotta rest for awhile to re-think my decision wisely.

and moreover...thank you , my DEAR closed FREN..thx for ur for forgiveness
i really appreciate the relationship between u and me..^_^

pilihanraya is cuming and i only can be one of the audience becasue i havent reached 21 haiz....